For me, year 2017, is marked by the tragic death of my favorite singer, a song writer and a poeter. He, who wrote the songs with deep and meaningful lyrics. He, whose song always lifted me up when I was down. He, who knows how to pour his emotion into such a “beautiful” melody. A …
Category Archives: Reflection
I killed Ed Sheeran
Well, he did nothing wrong to me. No, he did. He tortured me everytime I heard that song he sang. So he was guilty. He was responsible for the pain I beared for a long time. Anyway after 2 years, when I unintentionally heard the song played, I found myself singing that song I used …
Time for real practice
I no longer remember when was my last time doing sitting session. I was too busy with myself, with all my activities, I no longer know why I need to sit. Even until now, in my terribly bad time, I also don’t want to sit. I don’t want to use it as an escape. I …
April Fool
I thought I’ve been through a lot of falling I thought I’ve been through a lot of failing I thought I’ve been broken I thought I’ve get through any kind of pain But why I never learn? Keep falling and falling again Keep failing and failing And why the pain is still there? It hurt …
Karma
There are times when we think we are so right and others seem so wrong… There are times when we did something and we think others deserve it… There are times when we think we did the best for everyone’s good… But someone was hurt back there… The other time, we think the world …
Loneliness
Loneliness, what doest it mean? Being all alone with no one care about you? Living your whole live without anyone beside you? Or… simply being alone… We are all born alone… And will all die alone… Walk our own path… Live our own live… Why can’t we get used with it? Escape to the crowd… …
A 2014 story
And here comes the end of the year again. Time seems to rush uncompromized. Leaving us paralysed… Time to reflect again. 2014 was a common year before an unexpected meeting with a long lost friend. Last met him in 2008 and we met again, unexpected… Sat in a restaurant, just the two of us, chatted …
Ready for the challenge
Hmmm… What’s this again? All those stuffs I like are no longer interesting Can’t really focus on whatever I’m doing One thing keeps distracting my mind No longer young… Lot’s of love I’ve been through… Lot’s of sadness, the broken, the falling… Now it seems like I’ve never been through this before… Really? Try to …
Time Keeper
It was early in the morning on my second day retreat when we were on discussion with the teacher. “Let’s not be a time keeper. Utilize our time.” The teacher said. It was simple advised but somehow stabbed right into my mind. “Am I really utilizing my time? Or I’m just killing time, waiting for …
Free
There are time when you need to hold on tight… There are time for you to just set free… There are time when you don’t need to run… But just stop… Look around… and simply smile… I’m alive…