Hmmm… uda Hampir 6 bulan gue nyasar ke kota antah brantah ini… well apa lebih tepatnya kusebut desa ya… Ahh desa ga semodern ini kali ya. Setidaknya desa di Indonesia. Okeh… Aku nyasar di Wellington. Ibukotanya New Zealand. Kalo gue bilang ibukota mungkin kelen bakal mikir kaya Jakarta yang metropolitan itu. Tapi ini bukan… Bahkan …
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On every Woman’s day, I remember you
She’s not a mother Just a sister from different mother She’s not a teacher Just a mentor when the soul was lost Not a holy sage Just a humble being who always swallow Swallow all the complains Swallow the negative thoughts Absorb the bad, so it won’t spread around I once asked, “if …
Still Remember
Almost 2 years been idling from reflecting. The body is still here. Just not sure where the mind is. No more sitting, no more retreat, no more religion or any mind development activities. Just back to the old time. No more things to write. Lol… Am I degrading myself? Anyway, all these turn to be …
Imaginary Love
Dear love, I’m sorry… I’ve been lying all the while… I said I love you the way you are… I said I accept you completely… But I’m wrong… I don’t think I love you now… I don’t think I love you the way you are… I only love how you comforted me… I only love …
A 2014 story
And here comes the end of the year again. Time seems to rush uncompromized. Leaving us paralysed… Time to reflect again. 2014 was a common year before an unexpected meeting with a long lost friend. Last met him in 2008 and we met again, unexpected… Sat in a restaurant, just the two of us, chatted …
Turn around
Everybody aim to be happy What else are we searching? In every single move of our activity… Even if we do kill ourselves… It’s for our happiness too… To get rid of the suffering… of the pain that bind our life… But we often forget the core of happiness… It was often camouflage by …
A little knock
There are times when we thought we are awake, but we were not aware There are times when we thought we go somewhere, but we went nowhere There are times when we thought we are right, but it created fight Well, it’s not sometimes, but most of the times… Many times that logic kills sincerity… …
30 minutes
How long is actually 30 minutes? It was a 9 days retreat with 3 rules only. Less food, less sleep, less talk. So we can only deal with ourself. Keep mindful all the time. Then how long do you think is 30 minutes? I made my own schedule. At least 15 hours meditation a day, 30 minutes …
Simple but tough
Life is so simple but we often make it tough. Through the lots of applications in my device, i just realise that i have no apps to type a note. Through the whole busy days, i often found myself has done nothing in the end. Through the all achivements, i found myself missing the simplest …