Hmmm… uda Hampir 6 bulan gue nyasar ke kota antah brantah ini… well apa lebih tepatnya kusebut desa ya… Ahh desa ga semodern ini kali ya. Setidaknya desa di Indonesia. Okeh… Aku nyasar di Wellington. Ibukotanya New Zealand. Kalo gue bilang ibukota mungkin kelen bakal mikir kaya Jakarta yang metropolitan itu. Tapi ini bukan… Bahkan …
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On every Woman’s day, I remember you
She’s not a mother Just a sister from different mother She’s not a teacher Just a mentor when the soul was lost Not a holy sage Just a humble being who always swallow Swallow all the complains Swallow the negative thoughts Absorb the bad, so it won’t spread around I once asked, “if …
Flickers
For me, year 2017, is marked by the tragic death of my favorite singer, a song writer and a poeter. He, who wrote the songs with deep and meaningful lyrics. He, whose song always lifted me up when I was down. He, who knows how to pour his emotion into such a “beautiful” melody. A …
I killed Ed Sheeran
Well, he did nothing wrong to me. No, he did. He tortured me everytime I heard that song he sang. So he was guilty. He was responsible for the pain I beared for a long time. Anyway after 2 years, when I unintentionally heard the song played, I found myself singing that song I used …
Still Remember
Almost 2 years been idling from reflecting. The body is still here. Just not sure where the mind is. No more sitting, no more retreat, no more religion or any mind development activities. Just back to the old time. No more things to write. Lol… Am I degrading myself? Anyway, all these turn to be …
Imaginary Love
Dear love, I’m sorry… I’ve been lying all the while… I said I love you the way you are… I said I accept you completely… But I’m wrong… I don’t think I love you now… I don’t think I love you the way you are… I only love how you comforted me… I only love …
Time for real practice
I no longer remember when was my last time doing sitting session. I was too busy with myself, with all my activities, I no longer know why I need to sit. Even until now, in my terribly bad time, I also don’t want to sit. I don’t want to use it as an escape. I …
April Fool
I thought I’ve been through a lot of falling I thought I’ve been through a lot of failing I thought I’ve been broken I thought I’ve get through any kind of pain But why I never learn? Keep falling and falling again Keep failing and failing And why the pain is still there? It hurt …
Karma
There are times when we think we are so right and others seem so wrong… There are times when we did something and we think others deserve it… There are times when we think we did the best for everyone’s good… But someone was hurt back there… The other time, we think the world …