What is this feeling?
Burning my head…
Things seem not right…
How can I fight?
I don’t like it this way
I’m hurt….
I don’t want it this way
I wanna burst…
And so I scream…
I can’t hold it anymore…
And then I blitz…
But this feeling just doesn’t fix…
What should I do? How should I fight?
I thought by bursting out, I can get things right…
What’s the matter? What’s wrong over here?
Why does this pain turn out to hurt even much more?
I’m hurt…
Who’s hurt? Is it me?
They are hurt…
Why should they? Does everyone wants to be happy?
And by the end of the day, it’s still only me and myself
My pain and suffer
But what is missed over here???
Is it the peace I always search???
20 Oct 2012
After a loud scream…