Almost 2 years been idling from reflecting. The body is still here. Just not sure where the mind is. No more sitting, no more retreat, no more religion or any mind development activities. Just back to the old time. No more things to write. Lol… Am I degrading myself?
Anyway, all these turn to be such an enjoyable life so far. That religius Kristin is no more. No more pressure. I can say whatever I want. Do whatever I want. Pay no damn care of those parasites. I’m no saint, dude!
Travel more, treasure more of those companions while they are still around. I know for sure, one day we’ll all be gone.
Reading back this blog, life has been tough, how worse will it be next?
I’ve been up so high before i fell. How hard can i fall next?
Just stay low, stay down, see more and more everyday. This is my new way of growing up.
Good, bad, who knows?
18 March 2017