Dear love,
I’m sorry…
I’ve been lying all the while…
I said I love you the way you are…
I said I accept you completely…
But I’m wrong…
I don’t think I love you now…
I don’t think I love you the way you are…
I only love how you comforted me…
I only love the warm feeling you gave me…
I only love how you make me happy…
I love what you are in my imaginary…
I love what you are in my expectation…
I get angry when you ignored me…
I get angry when you don’t love me anymore…
I get angry when you failed my expectation…
And I stop loving you at that time…
When my mind is full of hatred…
When my craving for happiness is not full-filled…
And in my delusion, you caused everything…
I’m sorry…
I just realized I never love you…
So who did I love all this while?
It’s my imaginary you…
Kristin_chan
Thinking out loud